Saturday, December 6, 2008

i am angry!!!

I’m angry because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me
to be your boyfriend.
I’m angry because I learned you did that with others while we were still
together.
I’m angry because you lied when you told me you weren’t attracted to men I
later learned you screwed.
I’m angry because I can’t tell you how angry I am.
I’m angry that it makes me hurt when I see, hear or write your name – even
when it isn’t you who’s being referred to.
I’m angry that you led me to believe you wanted a life with me.
I’m angry that I can’t just come over your place when I feel like it.
I’m angry that you would probably let me if I wanted and that I have to resist.
I’m angry because I can’t talk to you.
I’m angry because I’m lonely and you have several lovers vying for your
attention.
I’m angry that I don’t know exactly when you began disregarding my feelings.
I’m angry that I don’t know what things you said were true and which were
not.
I’m angry you never tried.
I’m angry I liked you so much in the beginning – or was so excited that
someone attractive and interesting wanted to spend time with me that I
ignored warning signs.
I’m angry it took 5 years to find someone so easy to be around – and I’m
afraid it may be even longer until I do again.
I’m angry I fell in love with you.
I’m angry because I don’t have a crush on anyone right now.
I’m angry because I haven’t been happy for months.
I’m angry I can’t just make things right.
I’m angry when strangers in stores or on the street tell me to “smile.”
I’m angry that you are having fun and not suffering like I am.
I’m angry that I’m jealous of whoever’s in your life now.
I’m angry that when I suggested that you take some time to be single, you
emphatically said you didn’t want that and were happy with our relationship.
I’m angry that I believed for so long that you loved me.
I’m angry I haven’t moved on.
I’m angry that I feel like crying right now.
I’m angry because I can never have a truly honest conversation with you.
I’m angry because I have to avoid you.
I’m angry that it hurts when I see things you would like or be interested in –
or when I hear someone else talk about them.
I’m angry there are so many of those things.
I’m angry that I don’t have someone telling me that I’m goodlooking.
I’m angry I shared so many personal secrets and fears with you.
I’m angry that I don’t really know you at all.
I’m angry because others knew about your behavior before I did.
I’m angry I will never know how much meaning our relationship had for you.
I’m angry because I will never know how you really felt about me.
I’m angry because I still think of you.

*for some reason i re-post this poem again.
* pick up your favorite line, that tells your true emotion.

24 comments:

  1. hey ... that was nice---

    I could pick...

    I'm angry I can't just make things right...

    You wrote every choices that anyone might pick!

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  2. Nice poem Zeb!

    Ito ang mga gusto kong lines sa poem na to.

    I’m angry because I can’t tell you how angry I am.
    I’m angry that I can’t just come over your place when I feel like it.
    I’m angry because I’m lonely and you have several lovers vying for your
    attention.
    I’m angry that I don’t know exactly when you began disregarding my feelings.
    I’m angry that I don’t know what things you said were true and which were
    not.
    I’m angry because I don’t have a crush on anyone right now.
    I’m angry that I believed for so long that you loved me.
    I’m angry I will never know how much meaning our relationship had for you.
    I’m angry because I will never know how you really felt about me.
    I’m angry because I still think of you.


    hehehe

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  3. I'm hungry! promise!

    taena! broken hearted?

    there is no easy way to find someone you deserve but you must try. let her go and live your life.

    you're angry because you love her still. . i know it's hard but you have to forvige her. that's the only way to forget your feelings about her.

    maniwala ka sakin kasi english ang comment co! taena!

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  4. oh man. i am, at the moment, deliriously happy and feverishly in love hahah...
    tough stuff you've posted here though; and the line that'd be up my alley (whenever i'm stuck in a broken hearted rut) is:
    "i'm angry that it makes me hurt when i see, hear or write your name -- even when it isn't you who's being referred to.."

    ei, i'm into sun shiny poetry...check out my "rhymes" when you're feeling less... angry :) time to cheer up, bro!

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  5. "I’m angry I haven’t moved on."

    Ayan. Sapul. soobra.

    nice one zeb. napa emo ako bigla ah.

    haiz...

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  6. looks like you got thousand and 1 reasons to be angry with her with matching art of letting go music on the side....think deeply, if you think it's not worth it anymore, maybe it really is time to let go.

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  7. hey zeb its ok to be angry , normal lang yan parekoy, and its a good thing that nllet out mo un, it means one thing malapit kana sa bargaining pare!!hahahahha..basta you will be ok someday, kelan yun?di kow alam,wakkaka..hakhakha..

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  8. hiii..is normal to angry...karena kita manusia biasa...

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  9. oh wow! hehehe

    are these for real? did u make this?

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  10. well, it cries me a river...
    I don't have to pick up a line...It's jut the whole part which deeply meaningful. thanks...
    PS: Can I link this?

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  11. I've been in that situation before and its really hard to move on but I never felt angry, I did not even thought of revenge. Only time can heal you. That's why i wanna share this blog post with you...

    love is never a function of time
    <

    Time, they say is the best healer of all. I’m just about to believe it. Fate, though, has a way of going through it in a shortcut. Everyday I get clues from the small things that come my way.. I’ve learned to accept that what I probably want, is not meant to be. Gradually the hatred subsides, the pain becomes bearable, and slowly, hope rises from within, like the morning sun.

    Hey I feel better now. What I probably need is to know that you are in the right hands. That you are with somebody who can love you and take care of you in the same way that I did, or even better. You are a big part of my life. I feel better because I’ve read the words I so longed to come from you, but I just can’t get it right. I feel better because you’ve restored my faith in something that I believed in, and it is something that I want to live by.

    Yep the pain is still there, but is drying up, like raindrops on my skin after a heavy downpour. I’d get by, don’t worry. As long as I see you smile, I’d be all right. Suddenly the world is a better place. I give you my peace. And I have to begin finding mine.

    I am happy for you. i really am. i want you to know that I will always love you. coz love is never a function of time. damn. it feels good to say it.

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  12. i like this: I’m angry that I don’t have someone telling me that I’m goodlooking.

    Friend, kahit naman wala yung girl sa tabi mo, I'm sure your mom will say this. :) Saka goodlooking ka naman, wag ka lang sisimangot.. ;)

    i also like this: i'm angry that it makes me hurt when i see, hear or write your name -- even when it isn't you who's being referred to..

    parang lahat nalang ng taong kapangalan niya eh naiisip kong siya yon. ayoko rin kapag nakakaamoy ako ng pabango na kasing amoy ng sakanya.. feeling ko dumadaan siya. tagal din akong ganon, di lang months.. years ang inabot bago maghilom. idaan mo nalang sa ibang bagay kapag naiisip mo siya. im sure marerealize nya ang mali niya. kaya yan friend.. ^_^

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  13. bittah! bittah! ouchamatawie to the 100th power! chill out buddy!

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  14. di k naman pala galit eh kundi galit na galit...

    galit na nagmamahal taena

    ililigaw ka niyan...ng sinungaling mong puso wahahaha

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  15. pareng zeb

    paxenxa at nahuli ako sa pagcomment...

    natuwa naman ako sa comment ni manika, wow! pare english...

    hehe..manika pa-burger ka naman...

    ibang klase talaga ang nagagawa ng love parekoy, nagiging makata ang isang nilalang...lol

    salamat nga pala sa pagsubaybay parekoy...

    gudlak to ur lablayp...

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  16. I’m angry you never tried...

    Kakainis yan!

    Im not angry, but im really sad now. sigh*

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  17. ahaha emo mo zebzeb
    nakakahawa kah
    hehe..
    nice song hehe
    move on nah..
    see the future...:p

    zebzeb adik..

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  18. "I’m angry because I can never have a truly honest conversation with you."

    its ok to be angry once kasi at least nailalabas mo sama ng loob mo..but not too much ha!

    learned from your past... :)

    stay happy now...wag puro galit ang ilagay mo sa puso mo...buksan mo siya para makapasok naman ang mga iba..heheh

    Godbless ;)

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  19. i don't wanna be angry, im in danger of heart attack hehehe

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  20. grabe ang angst dito ah... chill out!

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  21. Ayokong magalit, papangit lang ako lalo hehehe

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  22. gusto mo ng wrinkles?

    cge stay angry. well, there's no reason not to, kasi nga ang dami ng sayo.. but the thing is don't immerse yourself into that kind of situation too long. well if this post have to do something about you.. at least at some point nakapag release ka..

    ayus lang yan.. hinga hinga lang

    at the end of the day you'll realize it's time to MOVE ON and GET OVER IT! with matching slap on the face..hehe

    cheers!

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  23. "I’m angry you never tried."

    pipili pala dapat,lolz
    mine is, I'm ANGRY I NEVER TRIED."

    don't ask.;)

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  24. astig ng poem... ;) I’m angry that you would probably let me if I wanted and that I have to resist. --->> ganda nito

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